Asthmatix - Anxiety Lyrics

I have this anxiety that F*cks up my head
Try to stay wake up but your not in my bed
Sometimes I think if it would be better if I was dead
Try to stay happy but I see all red
Now I'm so hurt about what i said

And I really miss you
And I really want you
And I hope I can see you again
Maybe next time we can be more than just friends

I said I really love you and you said just a friend
You blocked me so my messages won't send
My hearts broken but my heart won't mend
I remember the last time we called i wasn't alone again
But now i feel lonely as ever
What happened to you can call me when ever
In 10th grade I really loved you
I thought I was clever
You helped me through every endeavor
I miss what we had
Every single day I chased the bag
And that was you
But I know you never felt the same so it was true
You never really knew how much I really love you
I swear no girl was ever put above you
Now let express what I need to get off my chest

Because
I Really loved you
And I really miss you
And I really want you
And I really need you in my life
2 years and I want you to be my wife
Once again tell me why

This anxiety is making me depressed
Every single day I wanna live less
I can live life with all of this stress
So let me tell you what's been on my mind
You were the one countless times
And you were the one that Inspired these line
Countless amount of times you saved my life

I've been in deep depression trying to survive
I almost ended it all with a knife
I don't wanna be sad because you're not in my life
Walking down the halls helped me forget the pain
Helped me fix the things I thought was a game
You never said you felt the same
When you said that it felt like I got hit with a train
Endless nights thinking of you but you don't think the same
I'm getting tired of seeing a blood stain on the couch
Slit my wrist and now I gotta slouch
So let me tell you about what I'm about
What happened to me
All this summer was agony
Because
I really loved you
And I really miss you
And I really need you in my life
So once again tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why
Tell me why you don't want me
And tell me why you don't love me
And tell me why you don't want me in you're life