Lying there trying to fall asleep
Counting all my sin like marching sheep
Jumping over fences my mind holds
Fences that would stand if they had souls
I did not stop that morbid flock
I let those sheep fill up my head
I did not block a single rock
I let them bury me instead
I've seen the sun but my eyes shun
The brilliance of your face so fair
If words can heal then let's be real
I need to hear you say you're there
I fed them deep dark secrets that I had
Told myself it couldn't be that bad
After all, it was modeled to me
Who can fight nature's generosity?
Guilty volcanoes churn
Send molten anguish upward
If I swallow it
Will my wrongs acquit?