Oh my god
If only he knew
If only he knew about the world without the bullshit and the lies
We could've saved him
They could've saved me
But instead I'm here drowning in my own f*cking mind
And I'll be damned if you're the death of me
Blood and ink stain the walls
Silently with bloodied knuckles I carry on
Hoping it's not too wrong
You said the nights were far too long
Honey it's just the start of it
Oh my god
If only he knew
Just stand up and scream
The tainted clock is counting down
You gave in to me
Would you say the nights are far too long now
The tears that stain my cheek must make me look weak
I wear them proudly
Just stand up and scream
The tainted clock is counting down
You gave in to me
Would you say the nights are far too long now
Your knife, my back, my gun, your head
You need a doctor? baby?