Maintaining my sanity
Praying for my family
Pressure's building inside of me
Stress is building inside of me
And I can't stop it
I can't focus on what's good
I just feel like I'm misunderstood
I can't tell if it's only me
I know you see what I see
I feel a sign of relief when you're 'round me
And I know that it seems like I'm frowning
But I'm actually smiling
Deep inside, and
You should know that I'm fine
I don't feel any relief when you're not there
And I know that it seems like I don't care
But I actually do
Cause you always know what to do
I don't beat on a dead horse
Do I have to say it in Morse
Feeling like I'm never worth it
But you always say I'm perfect
I can't focus on what's good
I just feel like I'm misunderstood
I can't tell if it's only me
I know you see what I see
I feel a sign of relief when you're 'round me
And I know that it seems like I'm frowning
But I'm actually smiling
Deep inside, and
You should know that I'm fine
I don't feel any relief when you're not there
And I know that it seems like I don't care
But I actually do
Cause you always know what to do
Showing signs of relief
They may be brief
But they're there