Scarin Me Video (MV)

I've been scaring myself I don't think about my health
Nowadays I'm just worried about my wealth I don't worry about my wealth
I put my feelings on a shelf Just so I can make something of myself
I wanna work hard but my mental taking a toll I've been making moves becoming more bold
I think I need therapy the way I've been treating myself is scaring me
I don't mean to hurt you, just pardon me Guess the pain I cause others is just a lack
Of heart in me I try to keep an open mind so I don't hurt
Anyone Try to find a solution but there is none
I'm in my head and what I wanna do is run I know I don't feel safe anywhere under the sun
How I've been feeling really been scaring me In my head I've been paying the fee maybe I should think about more than the green Yeah my self esteem really been lacking
How can I worry about that with the green I've been stacking
Gotta make sure I leave an impact and it's everlasting
Yeah last week's record I've been surpassing Yeah every record I've made I've been smashing
I remember I was so young and they were laughing But now they don't say shit cause they know I'ma make it
Yeah I don't need to be fake I don't fake it
I think I need therapy the way I've been treating myself is scaring me
I don't mean to hurt you, just pardon me Guess the pain I cause others is just a lack
Of heart in me I try to keep an open mind so I don't hurt
Anyone Gotta find a solution but there is none
I'm in my head and what I wanna do is mine I know I don't feel safe anywhere under the sun yeah I felt pressure from the gun But I know I'ma take off like a rocket
Flying through the air like a bullet Silver on my neck I know you mistood it
And my talent I know you overlook it Yeah you overlook it but I know you mistook it
I saw the opportunity to be great so I took it I knew it from a young age I just look it
Yeah you'll never bring me down cause I just found my sound