SCREAM TO MY FIRE Video (MV)

I tend to be shy 'cause
I'm not the one to behave
I make myself cry 'cause
I'm not the one to behave

I can't make them scream to my fire
If they have no innocence
I'm lots of things, I'm so dire
My secret's conceal the pain

Stop, wait a minute
What the hell was I thinkin'
When I stopped being persistent
Lacking my socialization

(nah ah ah ah ah ah ah)
(nah ah ah ah ah ah ah)

Not gonna lie I lost my patience
When fam' didn't mind their business
And I left and haven't seen them
In hell of a hot minute

(nah ah ah ah ah ah ah)
(nah ah ah ah ah ah ah)

They'll be creepin' by my front door
Creepin' by my back door
If they knew the half of it
They'll be lookin' at me funny
Even though I'm stunning
If they knew all my baggage

I tend to be shy 'cause
I'm not the one to behave
I make myself cry 'cause
I'm not the one to behave

I can't make them scream to my fire
If they have no innocence
I'm lots of things, I'm so dire
My secret's conceal the pain

I'm not introverted
I'm just tired of all the hurting
I'd rather stay to myself these days
'Cause everyone's a burden

(nah ah ah ah ah ah ah)
(nah ah ah ah ah ah ah)

Well honestly, that's only half true
I'd be happy with a friend group
But that's not my main focus
I'm mostly lookin' for less issues

(nah ah ah ah ah ah ah)
(nah ah ah ah ah ah ah)

I'm not even into all that
"i'm a sad kid" music
Yet every song that I make
Is givin' names to bruises
They tell me to reduce it
Yet I'm always refusing
'Cause if I suppress every thought
I would probably lose it

I tend to be shy 'cause
I'm not the one to behave
I make myself cry 'cause
I'm not the one to behave

I can't make them scream to my fire
If they have no innocence
I'm lots of things, I'm so dire
My secret's conceal the pain