Ash Van Hawk - Falling Apart Lyrics

I wake up feeling like a stranger in my skin
A heavy heart a battle that I never win
The noise inside my head it's never quiet never still
And every day's a climb just bending to the will

Put on the mask I smile through the pain
Hiding the cracks though I'm breaking again
Worn-out I'm drowning can't keep up the fight
In the dark I wonder if I'll ever see the light

Put on the mask I smile through the pain
Hiding the cracks though I'm breaking again
Worn-out I'm drowning can't keep up the fight
In the dark I wonder if I'll ever see the light

I'm falling apart but no one can see
Trapped in a world that's not meant for me
I scream in silence but no one can hear
Suicidal thoughts whispering near
I'm lost in the noise and I can't find peace
Worn-out worn-out will this ever cease?

The mind's a storm chaotic and wild
I'm trying to be normal but I'm just a misfit child
They tell me I'm too much or maybe not enough
But living with this mask has made it so damn tough

Put on the mask I smile through the pain
Hiding the cracks though I'm breaking again
Worn-out I'm drowning can't keep up the fight
In the dark I wonder if I'll ever see the light

I'm falling apart but no one can see
Trapped in a world that's not meant for me
I scream in silence but no one can hear
Suicidal thoughts whispering near
I'm lost in the noise and I can't find peace
Worn-out worn-out will this ever cease?

The weight of my mind is crushing my soul
I'm losing control don't know where to go
But deep down inside there's a flicker a spark
A hope in the dark though the night feels so stark

I'm falling apart but no one can see
Trapped in a world that's not meant for me
I scream in silence but no one can hear
Suicidal thoughts whispering near
I'm lost in the noise and I can't find peace
Worn-out worn-out will this ever cease?
Worn-out worn-out will this ever cease?
Lost in the dark

The weight of my mind is crushing my soul
I'm losing control don't know where to go
But deep down inside there's a flicker a spark
A hope in the dark though the night feels so stark

I'm falling apart but I'm still stuck here
Trapped in the chaos consumed by fear
The silence is loud and it's all I hear
Through the pain through the fear I'll disappear
There's no peace for me just endless scars
Worn-out worn-out will this ever cease?