being honest Video (MV)

Walk around my head clogged up
My eyes fog up
A couple smiles
Couple teardrops
Can't let the fear control the steering wheel
I gotta take command
I've had this time to heal
Can't mess around no more
I think it's time to focus in
I'm thanking all my life experiences they broke me in yuh
See for me I love the journey more than stacking wins or setting trends
Inner conflicts Kylo Ren
I'm fighting all of them
Sometimes I wish that I just saw things clearer
Like Only shadows live behind the mirror
I'm just trying to break through these illusions
I'm tired of being confused in my head
I'm just being honest
Not everything is peaches planted in my garden
I know that flowers don't grow in the darkness
And I know that a flower don't grow in the darkness
Just a balance trying to harness it
I been planting all these seeds hoping that they grow
It's not as easy as you think to turn into a rose
It's not as easy you think deciphering the code
I'm just trying to grow as tall as sycamores
Yea was second guessing myself
Could never close it
Let me try something else I'm always open
Going Ryu on this shit hadoken
But even through the process there's so much that I don't know so
Sometimes I wish that I just saw things clearer
Like Only shadows live behind the mirror
I'm just trying to break through these illusions
I'm tired of being confused in my head
I'm just being honest
Not everything is peaches planted in my garden
I know that flowers don't grow in the darkness
And I know that a flower don't grow in the darkness
Just a balance trying to harness it
Yea
I hope that everybody is being honest with themselves yea yea yea
Yo J wat up