Ascendence - Blacklist Me Lyrics

I'm Constantly awake and I never find sleep
And I'm living the hell that you laid out for me
Numb the pain muff the sound all I hear are the screams
Of a thousand f*cking voices yelling at me

"Shoot me" and set my soul free
I can't handle the stress from the hatred I see
You don't know what it's like to be just like me
Shut the f*ck up and stop pretending like you could be
I suffer from depression and nobody f*cking listens
Since I'm just the f*cking villain
Hanging by the neck I'm caving
And I wish I could just keep sobriety
But nobody gives a f*ck
When the bad guy is sinking...
You know I'm simultaneously disintegrating and I'm slowing fading in a public hanging

What could you expect from me?
Forced into pleading guilty
Innocence is just a curse accused without a hearing
Blacklist me...

I'm everything that you hate and everything that you want
Everything you despise
Still everything that you're not
You know I'm simultaneously disintegrating and I'm slowing fading in a public hanging
Sticking to living inside of my prison, But stop
The monster created
Dominated the flow of the clout
Your Bitch gonna give me top
Whiskey on the rocks
I like my shit cold cause it's cold on the bottom...