""Time has passed since I have encountered what I think is grace. Is this destiny putting me back on the track of faith? Is this destiny protecting me from seeing an early grave? It's time to look forward. No more sorrow. But can I keep this up? Can I keep my head up this time? I finally feel sure of myself. (Poisoned by anger frustration lust and self-gratification.) All the hate I had for this world I've only found myself deep in the core now With my transgression. Distraction has been made my fixation. God there's no hope for me. There's no truth I see. I feel no love from the skies above. So much for destiny and faith...""