Artist Josa - Fuckedup Lyrics

All these bitches use to clown me now they want me
In the friendzone when they laughed cuz I was funny
In the classroom I was looking like a dumbie
Chasing bitches who in the end they didn't want me
But now I found someone who filled me up with lies
Showed me love, broke me down made me cry
Yea, Every night left me broken up inside
How id fight but you left me here to die
But I pushed and I had to hold my own
Trust you everyday cuz I thought that we were grown
Bitch you were my all I was looking for a home
Hitting up the plug, wait for you to call my phone

Now I'm f*cked up
The pain it won't shut no
Smoking everyday
Sky grey heart cut up
Yea I really loved her
Now I see I f*cked up
Fake love kept me under
Would you be my other

Relationship crash and I felt like I was sinking
And Now I'm tapping ash, trying to cover up thinking
I thought that we would last, went fast like I'm blinking
Now the months past, pills and water are what keep me
Yea bottle after bottle, got me falling to my feet
Popping all these xannys, pray I put my self to sleep
I've been needing god, pray the lord my soul to keep
F*cked up every night, yea he showed me to my queen

Now I'm f*cked up
The pain it won't shut
Smoking everyday
Sky grey heart cut up
Yea I really loved her
Now I see I f*cked up
Fake love kept me under
Would you be my other

Picked your brain yea yo mind
Ain't no need of getting high
Lay you close every night
Man I wish I would've tried
Man I wish you were my girl
How we laid up in yo bed
And when we f*cked it was the world
In your dorm it was perfect
F*cked it all up
Now I see that you are worth it
Peace in my mind
In the streets when we were purging
See you clear my mind
Every time we were conversing
How I f*cked it all up
Now I see you were my person

Now I'm f*cked up
The pain it won't shut
Smoking everyday
Sky grey heart cut up
Yea I really loved her
Now I see I f*cked up
Fake love kept me under
Would you be my other

Now I'm f*cked up
The pain it won't shut
Smoking everyday
Sky grey heart cut up
Yea I really loved her
Now I see I f*cked up
Fake love kept me under
Would you be my other