I been through hell been ta places where the devil walked
Ain't proud I made peace with the way it was
Deep down I felt God would just help me out
But I'm afraid I'm just too far gone now
I'm a believer but I was lost
In the beginning I chose myself
Couldn't reason with no one else
I seen red the world bled and I just drowned
Now I'm older I know the cost
It's something I regret most
Push reset don't know what'll be yeah
Can't wait to say that I'm leave ann
I want a life worth liv'n
I want to bury what's underneath
Want to be for given
Want god ta wash away my sins
I want a life worth liv'n
I want to bury what's underneath
Want to be for given
Want god ta wash away my sins
I fight for freedom I fight for the truth
It wasn't like that back in my youth
Money power scars and tattoos
I'd fight those with a different view
I had my crew I had people on the payroll
The boss mans a target everyday though
The devil chooses those that always pray for it
I lost my way an in the end I had to pay for it
I'm a believer but I was lost
In the beginning I chose myself
Couldn't reason with no one else
I seen red the world bled and I just drowned
Now I'm older I know the cost
It's something I regret most
Push reset don't know what'll be yeah
Can't wait to say that I'm leave ann
I want a life worth liv'n
I want to bury what's underneath
Want to be for given
Want god ta wash away my sins
I want a life worth liv'n
I want to bury what's underneath
Want to be for given
Want god ta wash away my sins
So many years so many tears that fell
Can't stop reliv'n all the pain I delt
Keep on living in my world of hell
But I want out I want forgiveness now
I'm a believer but I was lost
In the beginning I chose myself
Couldn't reason with no one else
I seen red the world bled and I just drowned
Now I'm older I know the cost
It's something I regret most
Push reset don't know what'll be yeah
Can't wait to say that I'm leave ann
I want a life worth liv'n
I want to bury what's underneath
Want to be for given
Want god ta wash away my sins
I want a life worth liv'n
I want to bury what's underneath
Want to be for given
Want god ta wash away my sins
In the end if I can't get out... that's my fault
Accept the pain down in hell... where I'm from
Pretend I'm better now
Still my sins just hold me down
I want a life worth liv'n
I want to bury what's underneath
Want to be for given
Want god ta wash away my sins
I want a life worth liv'n
I want to bury what's underneath
Want to be for given
Want god ta wash away my sins