Arrowpain - Room Story (feat. Gocci) Lyrics

Let me tell y'all story
Sitting in my room
No room for morning glory
No prayer to a God
I haven't spoken to in a while
I got memories to file
Staring into a ceiling
While paint bleeding into the side of my head
As my head falls on the side of my bed
Mom knocking on my door
Wondering what I have in store
For the world outside
I just wanna hide inside
With old man chubs on the side
Wondering if that girl will ever be mine
Not for me to possess
But it'd be a nice shoulder for my head to rest
I still got to hold my breath
To open a window
Maybe let some new ideas flow
Some new feelings to grow
She still knocking on the door
I promise to open the door soon
I guess I'll wake up somewhere around noon
From my nightmare
Or maybe from that state fair
Fair enough I guess I'll let myself be
As I see myself singing myself to sleep
Constantly babbling words I don't mean
The 'I love yous' tossed into a void
Hoping it hit an asteroid
An expected crash I hoped to avoid
Oh what's that noise
I still hear her outside
Unlike my friends who promise to be there too
Man I promised to be there too
Where did y'all go
Becoming someone I didn't know
Was it always like this
Was I always in intermission
Missing the point of it all
I just needed a call
Ok mom alright
I don't wanna fight
At least not tonight
I wanna keep my head in the clear
Yeah..
I just wanna keep my head in the clear
Ok Mom I left a crack on the door
If you come in
And find you're looking for
But go ahead and take a seat
I got a son of yours
You need to meet
He's been a little off
Starting into the ceiling
No need to feel sorry
But this room has a story
Every crack
Every splinter
And I'm willing to tell you