armor king - lindsey Lyrics

September stays too hot
So we go out for food
I change a story detail
To not hurt your mood

Your TV ray beams stick around
And they soon will start to blind
With the memories of things better
Well I'm better, I'm fine

But I've been losing sleep
Living through my hottest dreams
And at 2 am, I'm reading texts
Tryin' to figure out what it means

If I could stop this pattern,
Don't you think I'd try?
I'm stuck somewhere between
A bastard truth and a f*cking lie

The sunset seems to strengthen us
But I'm swimming in my mind
I drinking air like I'm drowning
And this is how I stay alive

But I've been losing sleep
Living through my hottest dreams
And at 2 am, I'm reading texts
Tryin' to figure out what it means
Cause I feel like Lindsey
Staring up at the ceiling
Where I ruminate
And I desecrate
All the way things used to be

But now I'm stuck in second gear
Primed with the things i wanna hear
It's no joke, I'm sincere

Music playing I stand up
And I catalog what I'll miss
And I try to talk
And I try to talk
But all your silence makes me pissed
This wasn't supposed to
Go quite like this
But I still leave with hair caught in my fist
And I drive straight home
But collapse on the road
And let a car turn me to mist
Cause I've been

Living through my hottest dreams
And at 2 am, I'm reading texts
Tryin' to figure out what it means
Cause I feel like Lindsey
Staring up at the ceiling
Where I ruminate
And I desecrate
All the way things used to be