Arlekēno - when I don't have you (Unlike) Lyrics

"What will I do when I don't have you?"
You who weren't mine anyway
And that's all I had to say
Then in a moment, we're broken
So many truths meant to protect you
Dissolving in the grave
So finally you fade away
But you will always remember me
And you will always remember what you did to me
How you made me taste you bleed
And how it got all over everything
But now I wish I didn't miss
The way you kissed me 'fore I go
I'll spend my whole life
Humbly hoping you made it home
And back to the real world
'Cus I know
You deserve it today
"What will I do when I don't have you?"
Those last words like a joke
The fire in your eyes bespoke
And so again we're broken
Can't bear the truth, well, I don't blame you
Your window's red with fate
Yet underneath I felt mistake
'Cus you will always remember me
And you will always remember what you did to me
Hide demise disguised in bleach
Because you got it all over everything
So now I'm wishin' I didn't miss
The way you kissed me 'fore I go
I'll spend my whole life
Humbly hoping you made it home
And back to the real world
I still imagine what could have been
If you hadn't done me so
It's been a sun we've run, for once now
I finally know
We live in a dream world
Now I know
And I won't
Run circles round a sick unsound again
As I reattach myself from the ash
Just mind the gap
At least I've proved myself that I still actually can
We both know
You deserved it
That day