Ariki - Fuck Up Lyrics

Why the f*ck did I have to leave home
Why the f*ck did it happen so young
Ima suffer cause I f*ck up
Ima learn the hardest way yeah
Why the f*ck did I have to leave home
Why the f*ck did it happen so young
Ima suffer cause I f*ck up
Ima learn the hardest way yeah
Get a gun and blow my brain yeah
Slipping up on how I'm a failure
No lilac scars got no time for the wounds
No faster than light, I'm a bleed to the tomb, yeah
That part of me is over
Can't sell now I'm level polarising
All the sediments
Left aside all the beds I've lived in
And I've learnt find a better way
Even though I can slip any day yeah
Even though I want to cut myself up
And sell that shit more than anything else
All these things got me
Feeling like a heartless
Call my name 9 to 5
And catch me coasting

Why the f*ck did I have to leave home
Why the f*ck did it happen so young
Ima suffer
Ima suffer
Ima suffer cause I'm a f*ck up
Why the f*ck did I have to leave home
Why the f*ck did it happen so young
Ima suffer
Ima suffer
Ima suffer cause I'm a f*ck up

Can't feel with this face on
Can't change boys a soldier
Gotta take it now I'm over
Won't step out, its hopeless
Now it's the day to day got me
Withering away it got me
Got all these bills on my head
Feeling in post it shocks me
And I don't be heartless
And I don't wanna be like this
And I can't seem to push past it
Cause all the faces they haunt me
F*ck it I've been around
Tell me I don't know shit
Blacking out tell me how
I'm better off dead
I'm f*cking about through life yeah
The motions have me drowning
Illusions be keeping me up at night
Turning my guts in and out
And all this drama got me
Feeling like a heartless
Call my name 9 to 5
And catch me coasting

Why the f*ck did I have to leave home
Why the f*ck did it happen so young
Ima suffer
Ima suffer
Ima suffer cause I'm a f*ck up
Why the f*ck did I have to leave home
Why the f*ck did it happen so young
Ima suffer
Ima suffer
Ima suffer cause I'm a f*ck up