I had a dream I was torn
Beautiful numbness
I tried to scream, you were gone
Caved into nothing
Cant move, cant breathe
I tapped out, it's heavy
Don't really know who I am right now
Used up all my wishes, I'm becoming quite unstable
This shit's barely keeping me alive
Is it all a waste of my time
Is it all made up in my mind
Oops I forgot where to draw that line
Set my home base in a wildfire
Is it all a waste of my time
Does it only live in my mind
Oops i forgot big girls don't cry
So buckle up and sit tight
I'm better off on my own
With no one to bother
No one to tell me I'm wrong
I've heard it enough
So I'm paintin the walls now I'm closing the gates
F*ck is this really how I'm feeling safe now
Oh well
Oh well
Used up all my wishes, I'm becoming quite unstable
This shit's barely keeping me alive
Is it all a waste of my time
Is it all made up in my mind
Oops I forgot where to draw that line
Set my home base in a wildfire
Is it all a waste of my time
Does it only live in my mind
Oops i forgot big girls don't cry
So buckle up and sit tight
Is it all a waste of my time
Is it all made up in my mind
Oops I forgot where to draw that line
Set my home base in a wildfire
Is it all a waste of my time
Does it only live in my mind
Oops i forgot big girls don't cry
So buckle up and sit tight
Is it all a waste of my time
Is it all made up in my mind
Oops I forgot where to draw that line
Set my home base in a wildfire
Is it all a waste of my time
Does it only live in my mind
Oops i forgot big girls don't cry
So buckle up and sit tight