Arcuti - Worse Than Ever Lyrics

I had another breakdown, can't do this right now
I'm just another let down
Trying to stand my ground
But I've fallen out
Get me home on time another weekend
Buried in my mind, thoughts suspend
Telling you I'm fine, I'll pretend
Not to see the signs
I need to find
A way to deepen my concept of reason
I'll bottle my feelings, but release my demons
The colors I''m seeing are not too appealing
And the screams that I'm hearing are never leaving

My heart beats so fast, think I'm at last
Falling back to where I left my past
But if you know me now
I know how that sounds
Worse than ever
I don't think I asked for your feedback
Call me an outcast, just another reject
Trying to come around
But I think I might drown
Worse than ever

Worse than ever
But I'm getting better
I was over the moon
Now I'm under the weather
Just trying to severe my
Relationships with ignorant bliss
I'm taking handfuls of things you shouldn't mix
How has it come to this I'll paint you a picture
Years of abusing forbidden elixirs
Telling me to stop
I know
Think I've had enough
Lets go
Home to rest
I tried my best but
I had another break down
Can't do this right now
Can't stand my ground still falling out
Alone in the crowd
I'll scream it out loud

My heart beats so fast, think I'm at last
Falling back to where I left my past
But if you know me now
I know how that sounds
Worse than ever
I don't think I asked for your feedback
Call me an outcast, just another reject
Trying to come around
But I think I might drown
Worse than ever