Suicidal Thoughts (feat. CeeJay) Video (MV)

When we come to see
The teddy bears are here to play
If you don't come play with us
Then we will kill you

Look I'm done with it, anything I wanna do
Cock back reload and just shoot
I'm at the end of giving a f*ck ask me shit
I don't really give a f*ck about you
I don't even wanna know what imma do
Bitch get out my face and just move
I could take this whole place if you choose
Please don't tell me what would you do
I need another minute though
Where you at what you playing for
Tell me what you really feeling right now
Right now when I'm coming off silly though
I could give a f*ck buckle up
Tie the mother f*ckers up
See the tears rolling up spark it down
And throw it up at them yeah
I'm f*cking up out of my mind why would I
Try to stay alive when I die that
I could've been the one that would've snapped
Relapse like that with no hints at
Being crazy that's me I'm a mother f*cking monster
Coming in your dreams imma haunt ya
Body bags over body bags in my closet like I'm Dahmer
That's me though
Wanna talk then deep throat
I didn't wanna do this but you motherf*ckers wanna confuse this
Done losing said I'm done with it never wanna lose again
Got a 9 to my side packing 5
Looking at an eye for an eye bout to go and
Leave the whole god damn world blind

Haven't been able to sleep in like days
Monster inside of me filling with rage
Trapping my soul like it's locked in a cage
The darkness is coming I'm losing my place
When will this end man I'm losing my brains
Haven't been thinking I'm going insane
Losing my feelings I can't feel my face so
Be careful around me cuz nobodies safe

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
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Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
I'm here if you want to talk

Last night had a dream, ran up in the
Building with a semi-automatic call it magic and I'm
Making everybody start to vanish on the scene (poof)
Put the bodies in the attic I'm erratic gotta
Have it like an addict or mechanic with the ratchet
Mathematics had em adding up the bodies that I banish I'm
Ecstatic but I've had it cause the bodies smell like crap and now I'm
Panicking cause everything is rican like Hispanics

Sir Im gonna need you to stop resisting arrest
What are you doing let go of me
Take this guy to the f*cking psych ward
I'm not a psycho I'm not a psycho

So they tell me that I'm crazy well
Yea I may be and lately I want to
Load a hundred rounds in a crowd then rid get of the
Machine gun Shady
Save me from the voices from the voices no
Wait I like them they wanna help me
No no I need help what's going
On somebody tell me
Who are you get away
Man you better f*cking
Let us in evident that I'm present gonna be f*cking up your
Head like I'm Edison get the medicine and bet that
I'm menacing manifesting a medic to panic and I'm a
Get him I'm resident with the venom and I'm a hit em to
Venice then gotta be crossing the line like I'm tennis you want the
Business ain't no forgiveness to witness and then I'm ending I'm
Finishing the minute that I win it you get the venison
Cause you don't want the beef
Keep talking to
Me stalking a freak off in a meat shop
And I creep up and I'm grabbing and cracking his
Teeth off in the sheetrock when the beat stop
And I keep walking and peek on see the wife
Of the man that I beat on then I keep gone
Put the meat all in her scratching her back then I
Jack off in a bean stalk with the corpse
I'm cold like rock in the north or popping a
Wart like a big man shots on the court like your
Mom and your pop cling and they swap rings and
Week later file for divorce like a bomb in the
War make 'em blow up when she throw up looks
Like we got a child to abort and your mom is a
Hoe yup she said I'm not that mature so I
Got her on my lap told my Johnson to grow up
Show nuff I'm a find that lady
Then I'll grab her by the pussy like I'm pro Trump
So tough get the rope up get her in a
Bag then I'll put her in a tow truck so nuts
Show up and I kill you any time
You could never change me pennies dimes
Bitch I'm It Pennywise
Can't nobody help me cause I

Haven't been able to sleep in like days
Monster inside of me filling with rage
Trapping my soul like it's locked in a cage
The darkness is coming I'm losing my place
When will this end man I'm losing my brains
Haven't been thinking I'm going insane
Losing my feelings I can't feel my face so
Be careful around me cuz nobodies safe

Still having these suicidal thoughts
Still having these suicidal thoughts
Still having these suicidal thoughts
I'm here if you want to talk

Still having these suicidal thoughts
Still having these suicidal thoughts
Still having these suicidal thoughts
I'm here if you want to talk

Said I'm here cuz I wanna talk
Right now when I'm scared I wanna blow it all
Pipe down little man we can talk it out
No need to resort to the violence now
F*ck that where was this voice when I needed a friend
No where at all and I'm saying
You don't need me to hold that hand of yours
Stand command the lords help if you need to
Look man I done been through it all
Razor blades the same shade as pain got bombs in my cargo
What about a shot gun or a knife with the lights down
Stick 'em in right where the heart go
That's right though little bit of blood when the knife go
All up inside em and i might go
Nuts with the cocaine and the propane
We're getting off track you were saying

Haven't been able to sleep in like days
Monster inside of me filling with rage
Trapping my soul like it's locked in a cage
The darkness is coming I'm losing my place
When will this end man I'm losing my brains
Haven't been thinking I'm going insane
Losing my feelings I can't feel my face so
Be careful around me cuz nobodies safe

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
I'm here if you want to talk

Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
Stuck having these suicidal thoughts
I'm here if you want to talk