I've been walking in circles all night
I really wish I didn't feel this way
I need to make a better plan
For pain that I don't understand
It starts with a whisper in my head
It leads to a choice that I regret
But now I've numbed the pain
Tomorrow's just another day
I know this song, and how it ends
I fight the waves until they pull me in
I don't believe in giving up
Until I've had too much
I never said I wasn't trying
I never said I wasn't lying
I think for now I'll just keep hiding
I'm so sick of fading out, so please just take me home
A quiet chaos is in my head
A thousand questions are left unsaid
There's no escape I see
The breaking point is choking me
'Cause it's up, down, learning it sideways
I'm hopeful, looking forward to bright days
Where I can learn to love again
For now I'll just pretend
I never said I wasn't trying
I never said I wasn't lying
I think for now I'll just keep hiding
I'm so sick of fading out, so please just take me home
There's a voice in the distance but it's fading away
I reach for the light but it's lead me astray
And every step that I take feels like I'm lost in the dark
I'm holding on to nothing, I'm just falling apart
And it's up, down, learning it sideways
I'm hopeful, looking forward to bright days
Where I can learn to love myself again
I'm gonna walk into the unknown
So just please, please just take me home