ARACHE - Hesitation Lyrics

I don't want to close my eyes
But I don't want to be alive
And I don't want you to go away
But I never wanna see your face again
Take me to a better place
Where I don't hate myself and make no mistakes
My friends have left without a trace
People assume that life's a race
As a kid, I was never fast
So I guess I'll finish last
I take pride in being dumb
Cause being smart is not as fun
(Music)
I'm getting closer to 'far away
Some more bullshit's digesting in my brain
To the point where things stop making sense
I've lost my mind, I'm playing dead
Taking me to a better place
Where I don't hate myself and make no mistakes
Dissecting my mind once again
Hesitation is my only friend
Losing the race I was never in
I guess I'm fooling myself until the end
Always taking pride in being dumb
Cause being smart is not as fun
(Music)
I, I don't wanna die
Before I lose my mind
Will you let me know if I'm late? Too late
And now
Everyone has gone
Has it ever felt so wrong
To leave me out in the rain
I don't want to close my eyes
And I don't want to be alive
And I don't want you to go away
But I never wanna see your face again
I've asked you nicely, now go away
Please stay away, gah gah go away
Dissecting my mind once again
Hesitation is my only friend
Losing the race I was never in
And I keep fooling myself, it will never end
I take pride in being dumb
Cause being smart is not as fun
I, I don't wanna die
Before I lose my mind
Will you let me know if I'm late? Too late
And now
Everyone has gone
Has it ever felt so wrong
To leave me out in the rain
The rain
The rain
The rain