Had to let go first to live life on my own terms
Had some aloe Vera for the rope burn
Mental hit a growth spurt
Abuelita told me that I won't learn
Guess she was right
sleepless nights
mind don't work
Asking what my soul worth
Shit is priceless
So is my likeness
I'm self diagnosed self righteous
I would sit on my bed staring at the ceiling wondering what life is
I should probably live it instead
Spent a couple years fixing my head
Pause
Was in the north leaving women on read
Couldn't tell u the shit that was said
Since then bro I been on the edge
Lookin down Sittin on ledge
Lost I went missing on friends
Chucked a deuce I thought it was the end
Thoughts goin tech n9ne twista and em
Speed racer in the night
Mind drift in the ends
Had to fall in a ditch to ascend
Sit back and listen to tems
Shawty waitin for me
Ironic
Rockin DF I can't take a chick to the iconic
She want designer I tell a girl to hit the silksonic
Skate
On a wave go so aquatic the blues stay so melodic
The moves almost robotic the tunes so electronic
The booze and then the chronic
My goons all alcoholics
Removed and so neurotic
Went threw a gin and Tonic like moving through the pockets of grooves
Jus to be honest
Wait
No Ubers to the top
Sometimes you gotta walk
No losers in the flock
Touch mine we gotta talk
Grown bruises on a knot
Tough times becoming short
Slow movin off the crop
Sunshine I let it pour
Bro grew into the boss
One minded on his course
Broke thru a couple stops
One time and never more
Hope brewin for my pops
Some night I'll be on tour
Show and proving what I got
Dumb lines wrote on the floor
Stone shoes and metal socks
Washed right up on the shore
These times I'm never sure
Ahhhh pick myself up
Curse the gravity
People tryna grab at me
Never cared about tha boy
Shit's saddening
Only really cared bout bros anatomy
Inhale THC move a lil slower
Tryna pay my mummmas rent
Least that i could owe her
Kicking it wit inlaws out here in samoaa
Hangin out wit hori cuzzys south of aoeteroa
Not new zealand or cook islands
Names i hardly know uh
Sadly gotten used to people stealin from my culture
Most teachers told me no hair goes past your shoulders
Questioning this disconnect as i surely grew older
All our lives we been pushin boulders
Up hillll, all day
Thruu the heat and colder weather
Out here our people gotta stay together
Ahhhhhh we all gotta do better
Cuz i ain't see us ever
Congratulate a brown boy
Get more flowers from these strangers den my brothers
Never shown love from my loves, swear mothers
Ahhhh thoughts make me shudder
Creating reality for my island like its shutter
Oddly comfortable in tha gutter
My home is the gutter
Thoughts make me shudder
Comfy in the gutter
Still smooth like butter
Ahhhh but don't you wish that i was back again?
Ain't noone on the scene with my acumen
90% shot rate
Cant hackashaq the man
Honest 2 who? The modern day crew def jam
And im mos def man
Underrated like kweli
Smooth to the hoop jus like kyrie
Never gon see me be irate
Might arrive some time late
FARK