Apolloz - Why? Lyrics

I just wanna know why
Why'd you lie
Don't know you destroyed a bout a hundred lives
What you did many would call it genocide
Were you hoping you would make me lose my daughter, go to jail, or die
I'm just asking cuz you destroyed my name
Since I left school shit hasn't be the same
I'm making hype songs so I can hide my pain
Now I have to fake it make it seem like I'm ok

Am I tho?
It feels like I'm standing on a tightrope
Fall off one side I get shot with a rifle
On the other side I get smacked with a Bible
I'm pouring my guts in this song like some lipo
Disciples, got me thinking it is my fault
Better decisions should have been made
I've learned my lesson I won't bite the fruit I'll stay away

Scared of you parents so you pin it on me
Half the time I feel like I'm not here
I'm dozing off like I'm in a dream

You changed me bitch you can hear it in Melody
You break me in half and chewed me up like some celery
Over a lie you put my whole life in Jeopardy
Girl You based your story off a lie and some jealously
And it's f*cking with mentally
I planned my whole life but it nothing like it planned to be
Woke up one morning car gets taken so randomly
Run from the world cuz it feels like a fantasy
Lost my mind lost my sanity
Left to stare into the eyes of the enemy
Eyes starting back at me, in this broken vanity
You say I did stuff cuz you're scared of a Trinity

Eventually the truth comes out
My car wasn't taken cuz was caught with loud
And I was never charged and never arrested
I wanted to but I couldn't legally address it
So now I'ma undress it
So hit me up if you got any questions
I'm innocent hope you hear this god cuz this is my confession

I didn't rape you
You should ask the one who made you
And all you who believe it why nigga you trying label
Off of a fable
Like cane did to Able
Lemm'e put it out lay it all on the table
Cuz they've been talking cicada's
Waist deep in the traiters
Punching f*cking holes in my chest like some craters
Turning Now into later
Cuz The fake getting faker
Just the thought of this shit it's cutting deep like a razor