Apollo's Beacon - White Flag Lyrics

Good evening sweetie, I've been missing you
With all these dreams I've been having, it's nothing new
It's hard to keep you off my mind, when nothing's changed
Since back when we first met and you, you swept me away
I tried for so long just to, come to grips
With the fact this is all we will be, and this is it
I finally realize that some things will never change
I flew my white flag for the first time today
It can't be only me who's falling down, tell me I'm not the only one who's more lost than found
Somewhere darker it's been hidden
Among the shadows that are still on my side
Somewhere darker it's been broken
This love I can no longer find
It seems like with each passing day it's always the same
Or maybe I've lost my mind and I'm going insane
It's hard to get out of this head, I call my own
But just like her it ran away and left me here alone
I just need something to, numb the pain
A sip of poison or a walk in the rain
I've been self diagnosing, for far too long
And been self medicating, it cuts off my tongue
Somewhere darker it's been hidden
Among the shadows that are still on my side
Somewhere darker it's been broken
This love I can no longer hide
Maybe it's the way you look at me, that makes me feel easy again
Maybe it's the lapse of subtlety, that makes me see clearly again
Somewhere darker it's been hidden
Among the shadows that are still on my side
Somewhere darker it's been broken
This love I can no longer, find