Apalosbreeze - Absent Lyrics

Your promises are hanging by a thread
I'm breaking at the end of every word
Destiny, if it's not for me, don't make me miss it
Now I'm bound, attached, imprisoned
You open up a pathway of regret
It was I who jumped in and took a step
I left myself vulnerable to this despair
But I don't expect you to care

Now my chest is caving in
This time love ain't on my side
The verdict was left for you
I deserved all of the fines

In the morning remain absent
Don't open the blinds
I know her betrayal was brutal
But why should I pay for her lies?
Emptiness and denial is kicking in
Did your heart find loving too demanding?
Your fear became my worst enemy
Staring at the pool of blood and misery

Now your chest is caving in
This time love ain't on your side
You denied yourself
Your excuses have expired
Numbered days and memories
Can't drown out the piercing sounds
Staring straight into the face of vacancy
I can't face this trail