cutting my teeth Video (MV)

And we'll make our plans as
If I'm not falling apart
We'll go for drinks let's grab a bite
I'll book my Greyhound bus
And we'll be friends and
Maybe I won't talk so much
We'll fake shake hands then really hug and say
Let's keep in touch

At what point do I say
I'm depressed day by day?
I'm not myself in spades
But does it really matter anyway?
Not like it's something that I'll say
So maybe let's just enjoy these days

It's been a month and
Things have changed enough
I said I'd go for longer walks but only did it once
And I've tried
How I've tried so f*cking hard
But sad's a sick persistent bitch and my friends think I'm fun
And someday I hope to be one

I'm cutting my teeth
And it takes more than seven weeks
But I'll be at peace
At least to say I'll try to be
Alone
Picture of my ghost sits on the lock screen
Of my phone
'Cos sometimes I need to see a friendly face
And it takes more than sixty days
But I'll be at peace
At least to say I'll try to be
Alone
Picture of my ghost sits on the lock screen
Of my phone
'Cos sometimes I need to see a friendly face