aomame - spring depression Lyrics

It seems like everyone's in bloom
Like spring said: let the world unzoom
And they crawled out of winter's womb
When I felt stuck inside my room

When I drowned myself to avoid
Ever being underemployed
Now I am only humanoid
Because of work and boys, hobbies, school, friends and alcohol

Spring nostalgia

Everybody's outside now
Sun is shining don't know how
Everybody's smiling wide
Birds are singing, don't care why

My doc asked me: why all this spring depression
And I answered her something like this:

White lie, I'm happy
(I like to stay busy, I guess I'm just that kind of person)
Green lie, I'm happy
(I'm happy)
With broken legs I snail my way through darkness

Eternal blue sky all around
Makes me nervous of a breakdown
Suffocated by all the air
Wonder if I can call healthcare

Everybody's outside now
Sun is shining don't know how
Everybody's smiling wide
Birds are singing, don't care why

(It seems like everyone)
Everybody's outside now
Sun is shining don't know why
Everybody's smiling wide
Birds are singing, don't care why

Grey thoughts are getting closer