in the midst of it. Video (MV)

Hate to break the news to you yes i really do
I know you can make it out so i'll wait for you
Im in California looking at the moon
In that airbnb up in Malibu
You treat me right i'll treat you better than other dude
Its a, no i can not go out im invisible
Twin feel like a handyman cause he keep a tool
You watch me lie to your face like a f*cking fool
Tired of feeling so upset with my self
If i perished right now i resurrect myself
You seen the bad and you let it get to your head somehow
Got a hundred eyes on my body, im so stressed right now
Bumping crystal castle thinking how im gone save myself
I can never get it right i f*cking hate myself
If you found it in your heart you'll f*cking change yourself
Ahahahaha i got skulls on the belt
Put a band to my ear, im on the phone with myself
Told bro close his mouth or get him gone in this bitch
If i sold all of my clothes i could buy a home in this bitch
Don't wan pull up to the function, i wan be alone in this bitch
Dark souls walk round in a armor suit
He talking tough drop the beef and turn yo ass to food
Sit down lets talk, tell me what you going through
Take some shrooms and resonate we spiritually in tune
Hate to break the news to you yes i really do
I know you can make it out so i'll wait for you
Im in California looking at the moon
In that airbnb up in Malibu
You treat me right i'll treat you better than other dude
Its a, no i can not go out im invisible
Twin feel like a handyman cause he keep a tool
You watch me lie to your face like a f*cking fool