[ Featuring Kilo Koh ]
It's 5 am in the morning
And I'm still thinking back
Praying for this hundreds
So I never lack
Felt the world on my shoulders
Family held me back
Jogging with the pain
Soon that shit gon snap
I could tell you lotta stories
Take a sit relax
Look into my past
Shit it's gon be mad
Cue me on the track
Trick this gon be mad
Know my shit don't crack
Sit before I rap
F*ck it close the tab
Lotta pain
Curt Corbin
Hope my shit intact
See me on the island
Eagles on the map
See the pain
I ain't complaining
Magic city cap
Drowning in port harcourt
Sorrows on the ramp
Drinking to my freedom
Smoking so I wouldn't feel it
Blocking out the pain
Soaking all the rhythm
Double working for the pay
Still ain't worth a penny
Play me ghetto lenny
Monica lewinsky
Thinking In my brain
When this shit gon pay me
Cause I ain't no baby
Sipping rum no Baileys
Can't feed home with maybe's
Put in work on daily
Lets take it back in high school
Been doing shit with my crew
Hitting in bathrooms
F*cking in the classrooms
Now that shit don't feel good
Hoping that I still would
Mama said I been good
I do this shit for my hood
Ghetto but I ain't rude
Classic this in a b mood
Bet you think
That I'm ignorant
Been thugging like a rebel
Paper barely coming
Mama still gon ring up my bell
Son you gotta stay well
Better off without it
Or you rather just be dead
Shit got to my head
F*ck it pass the pen
Hop off from my bed
Put my seat up I'm man
Can't judge me were I stand
Jesus take my hand
Come save me from the geng
I do this shit again
Been leaving through the pain
Shit just blowing up my brain
Sober I remain
Focused on the game
Can't do this shit again
You better raise your head
You better than your pairs
You better have a plan
This shit on high demand
It's 5 am in the morning
And I'm still thinking back
Praying for this hundreds
So I never lack
Felt the world on my shoulders
Family held me back
Jogging with the pain
Soon that shit gon snap
I could tell you lotta stories
Take a sit relax
Look into my past
Shit it's gon be mad
Cue me on the track
Trick this gon be mad
Know my shit don't crack
Sit before I rap
F*ck it close the tab
How the f*ck you even act like you don't know me
You brought me into your house and made me homie
But now you're ripping out the roots
I'm tryna grow b
It broke my heart
To watch you try and go disown me
I know ya lonely
But it's like I never left?
I was always by your side
And if you ever call me up
You know I'm down to ride
We took it their parents house
Man I never let it slide
But when you made me feel this big
That time
I almost cried
Like was it all just lies
No real family ties
You're just putting up with me
Like everybody else in life
But really you just got me
Man, I honestly believed it
When I was there at Xmas time
I didn't wanna leave
It was me you and all of us
Weed and presents by the truck
Everybody smiling happy
Yeah I know we're kinda f*cked
But that's just how our family goes
And every body f*cking knows
I love you and those little girls
Right down to the f*cking bone
But you don't pick up the phone
Pushing me away some more
No reply
It's just a dying tone
And then act like I ain't ever been there for you though
Like I ain't really been bro
Man I swear you f*cking know
Cuz i picked up the pieces
You all feel defeated
I don't this for us man
I do this for my nieces
Understand this shit ain't easy
My melanins anemic
But I've done had your back
Since the first time unsheathed it
But this what makes me seasick
You just don't wanna see shit
And We all want you to win.
But you think we don't mean it
But I got you
I've always got you
So come back.
I've always had you
