I begin to hate myself
Nothing can relief my pain
And my life turns into hell
Everything was done in vain
You deny the words I say
You escape the things I do
I just want to make you stay
With me cause all I need is you
I am flying through the heaven
That you've built for me again
I don't want to live forever
But you'll never understand
I am flying through the heaven
That you've built for me again
I don't want to live forever
But you'll never understand
You ignore my sacrifice
I could change myself for you
But your blood is cold like ice
There's nothing that can cure
I begin to kill myself
And this love becomes my curse
Wish you were here, you could help me
But I'm getting worse and worse
I just want to leave the heaven
That turns out to be my hell
I'm afraid that I have never heard
The truth that you could tell
I just want to leave the heaven
That turns out to be my hell
I'm afraid that I have never heard
The truth that you could tell
I just want to leave the heaven
That turns out to be my hell
I'm afraid that I have never heard
The truth that you could tell