Grim, Ghastly View Video (MV)

I want to, I need to
Be drowned by you
Eccentric, I get it
But can't both be true?
Please don't f*cking drown me
Please don't, please don't
That stars been dead
Since way before we met
Light just moves slow
Unless of course you're close
Super close
I want to, I need to
Be held by you
All the worth that you're weighing
Ants amongst the waves
If I go, you know that I'm staying
The ghost that guards these graves
I am a noose, a sinking canoe
My heart is cracked, my throat is glue
A brutal and long winter
I'm trying to be the best I can be
But I'm being held back by me f*cking me
I'm such a deep splinter
A grim, ghastly view
But so in love with you