Once I was caught in a lie and couldn't run away
Desperate but alive an eager need to blame
Judas
Settle for your victim
A careful plan awaits
The maelstrom inside of you can guide the patient rage
And while I slip into a portal of self neglect
My obedience unfaithfully betrays my soul and rips into my dignity
Now show this man what it means to behave
Blow out like a candle
The flame will reappear
With edible erosion my body disappears
And while I slip into a portal of self contempt
My subconscious bleeds out morosely and forever rips into my sanity
Now that God reprieves the sinners for free
No apologies
I'll lead my life deeper into hell
With kiss of death I warn you
Never close your eyes
I smiled when they stabbed you because it took you by surprise
I love my sins
They're like a coin
A flagrant coin philosophy
They're expendable and many more will come of use to me
No remorse don't ever reason with me
My selfish acts I wonder what you don't see
Do hollow minds recover avariciously
I find myself right under the Judas tree
Where I sold my soul for recognition
Judas