Antdesu - start Lyrics

I was never hated
I was always pushed down, broken and mistaken
I don't even realize sometimes I be faded
And I ain't even realize the moment that I made it
And I already said it, that I know I can't go back
You're sitting on your bed and you listen to my old trash
And you never got why I had to leave and go fast
But I ain't never thought what I was gon' say to you last
I'm tryna, I'm tryna make me some ways and go fulfill all my passion
I had a girl tell me I was too ugly for fashion
And now everywhere I go, I see cameras flashing
I was the ref, and
You were the player
I said it in my head that
I'd never hate her
I got a head start, baby, you were just a faker
Gotta tell my friends that I never even date her
I said I see your pics and I said I keep on scrolling
Your boyfriend is my personality stolen
People see me and my promising that I still golden
Genetics passed down, I never asked to be chosen
I never said that I
I never said that I
I never said that I
I never said I was satisfied with all the things I've gotten
Picking up these numbers like my ancestors picked cotton
I laugh at the fact that you thought I was forgotten
I'm running up the music scene while you just stay trotting
Never said that I was gon' back down for a minute
Did you forget when I was gone, I had a mission
You listen, cause I ain't listening to what you bringing
Five missed calls from my haters it keep