Ansel - The Veil Lyrics

My name is Ansel I'm this thin veil
Covering Jacob's psyche
He fights despite me
My name is Ansel I'm this thin veil
Everyday I'm getting stronger
What can we unveil
I have these dreams that dont feel like dreams
Every f*cking night it tears me at the seems
What the f*ck happened to me
I don't f*cking care just look at me
I'm a gansta
I be drippin glee
In reality I ain't a G but tree be free when I need to feed keys unlocked
You see how f*cked up I be
Drinking Hennessy in the mornin
My own mind I be mournin
Alcohol aint the cause to my flaws
A ghost I must have saw
Today what cards do I draw
I used to feel like a different person every f*ckin day
Now I'm two who chooses to lose in society's muse sobriety cues this reality
Like news my mind fused into construed views these people choose to view
In a light thats a blight that rues the truth
There's a chip in my tooth from grinning so goddamn much
Actin like I need some goddamn crutch
Jacob does
He needs me every day
I tell him to stay
My name is Ansel
Jacob is unwell
I know him well
I can tell
That he fell
Pills not dwell
My name is Ansel
I'm the veil
Jacob is so frail he's
Blind but needs no brail
Theres no love in this game
I chose this lane because of the hate
Postin raps on rap forums
Gettin called a fag like that makes me the moron
I'm appalled at the lack of sense this community represents
No message worth knowing
Constantly gloat about stacks you be blowin
While these streets this blood be flowing
But that shit's for another song
Another day
My name is Ansel
I was born from an institution
I left due to intuition
Of what society wants me to do
Be a capitalist to feed off the feeble
But there's only one person I could do that to
There's one kid I know from fetal
The only one treated
In society to be beatin
The one I still be keepin
Now I'm starting to understand
There is no truth upon this land
I live within the fray
To help Jacob see another day
My name is Ansel
I know Jacob well
I am his veil