Another Hot Spring - Better Off This Way Lyrics

I can tell you that it kills me not to know
Will you ever look at me the same way anymore
I'm an empty book stuck on the same page, a blank space
I have never anything to say
And I've explored the deepest corners of my mind
And tried to find all the words that I could write
'Cause I'm afraid
That you will not remember me in the end
That's why I'm writing all these words to make you feel
Make you feel the way we used to be
I can tell you that it kills me not to know
Will you ever look at me the same way anymore
I thought I'd be better if you stayed
(Don't go away)
But I found out much later i was better off this way
I was better off this way
And you make it seem so easy
To go on like nothing ever happened
And you killed me with the madness you made me
To obey
And I'm afraid
That you will not remember me in the end
That's why I'm writing all these words to make you feel
Make you feel the way we used to be
I can tell you that it kills me not to know
Will you ever look at me the same way anymore
I thought I'd be better if you stayed
(Don't go away)
But I found out much later i was better off this way
I was better off this way
'Cause I'm afraid
That you will not remember me in the end
That's why I'm writing all these words to make you feel
Make you feel the way we used to be
I can tell you that it kills me not to know
Will you ever look at me the same way anymore
I thought I'd be better if you stayed
(Don't go away)
But I found out much later i was better off this way
I was better off this way