You want this to last
But I'm stuck in the past
I'm used to "sorry, I'm sorry, goodbye"
I'm still so f*cked up
From my other guy
But I want this to last
So I'll learn from the past
I hope you know that
I'm trying to grow
If it's too much for you
Please let me know
I thought I saw stars in your eyes
I thought I saw stars in your eyes
But you always chose
You over me
Yeah you always chose
You over me
Yeah you always chose
You over me
I thought you were worthy
Thought you wouldn't hurt me
You didn't deserve me
Now go on, you lost me
I'll try, I'll try, I'll try it again
Doing my best just to let you in
Just to let you in
You lied, you lied, you lying again
I had your back and I let you win
I had your back and I let you win
I can't read your heart
It's like we're stuck in the dark
So close but so far
I think we're drifting apart
You said we're f*cked from the start
Gave you my whole heart
And I don't do that
I don't do that
And you abuse that
I don't do that
I'll never do that again
You like love in the dark
Stay protecting your cards
But when you do that
When you do that
We both lose that
Yeah you did that
We both lost it
We're both losing
You stay losing
You always chose you over me
You always chose you over me
You always chose you over me
It took some time
But now I finally see
You always chose you over me
You always chose you over me
Didn't love myself so I wouldn't leave
But you always chose
You always chose you over me