Halfway between asleep and awake
I crawl along a road of regret, a life mislead by foolishness
And all that's left is a glimpse of what once was
Bitter memories of a life once lost
This Lie consumes me so I'll rip out my throat
I am plague, I am my own disease
Is it only fear that keeps us alive at such moments
Falling from hope, bathing in our own blood
Tearing limb from limb and tearing through raw flesh
This day changed everything that I can't recollect
A homeless ghost in a place worse than hell
Still trying to find the pieces of myself
This lie consumes me so I'll rip out my throat
No more am I self, no more will I be plague