It's scary seeing the man I'm growing up to be
When people speak my name I hope I'm never in your company
Does it sadden you?
More than what your dad had done?
Too focused on the past
Your family has seen and had enough
Never meant to hurt em but the coping had some cracks in em
Skate to take my pain away the same as you and Amazon
Hate to see the pain in my girl's eyes cuz I ain't man enough
Hate to see her laughing with her family, f*ck you happy for?
Hate to feel the stains and weight of baggage from your past
I hate to see the way I blame you when I'm acting up
It's scary seeing the man I'm growing up to be
When people speak my name I hope I'm never in your company
I have seen, I have seen this all before
I can't repeat, can't repeat these things no more
I wanna be, be the man I thought you were
Inside a dream, inside a dream I closed my eyes and
I have seen, I have seen this all before
I can't repeat, can't repeat these things no more
I wanna be, be the man I thought you were
Inside a dream, inside a dream I closed my eyes