Anfernee - Sensei Lyrics

Constantly replay the scene
Time displaced memories
Yesterday or last week
Man these days are on repeat
Say our times have reached a peak
We don't speak
Future bleak
You don't eat
I don't sleep
Bad for you
Worse for me
Cause now your hurt
And I'm weak
Now I'm cursed
And you're free
Made mistakes
I can see
Blame it all that's on me
I'm still fighting off depression
I still got anxiety
You know how the saying goes
Misery and company

I knew this day would come
You would say goodbye
Knew it all along
I never wondered why
I still got my demons
You've still gotta fly
Before I cut your wings
I would rather die

I still see it in your eyes
All the nights that you cried
Got those bags under your eyes
Got my name on the design
I don't say that shit with pride
I wish I could change the tide
We still made a lot of plans
Only I get left behind
I'm still learning how to love
You still learning how to trust
All I ever did was try
All I did was f*ck it up
I auditioned for the lines
I just never made the cut
Swear I gave you all I had
I know it's not good enough
It was real from the jump
I don't do this shit for fun
If I ever let you in I
Kept it 99 and 1
You deserve better
I deserve whatever
Ties getting severed
Guess I'll catch you 'round whenever

I knew this day would come
You would say goodbye
Knew it all along
I never wondered why
I still got my demons
You've still gotta fly
Before I cut your wings
I would rather die

Tell me what you on where you at drop a pin
Say you put it all in the past then again
It's gonna be a couple drunk nights with your friends
Telling all the secrets off a bottle of the hen
Now they going 'round town saying all men trash
Carrying the weight of the hurt from the past
I swear if I could I would take it all back
To give 'em a second chance man I put it on facts
Put it on me man lets wipe it all clean
Forget about him and forget about me
Focus on you and living all your dreams
Those bygones you can let em all be just
Forget about me
But don't forget about me