Lost In Translation Video (MV)

From deep inside the heart of Texas, I was 15
Traveled to SFO, where I was walking down a swift street
Used to window shop and dream of money, 'til it hits me
I don't even know how to love-- shit, I'm 23
Pardon my French
So excruciating maintaining like I ain't a sinner
Said it's only thanks to Jesus that I breathe
I lost a lot of hope this year, gave up my dreams
But then remembered, who could write my story better than me?
So, I return to the page, like I'm indifferent to the outcome
I wonder how come I seemed to fall off so fast
Only 4 years now, I've been spitting these raps
But it took me 4 to learn to budget, now I'm saving cash
Web developing, I'm activating, aggravated, captivated on my sixth sense
Hold up, let me switch the tense
Masquerading insecurity, my ego was intense
And now somehow, I'm supposed to learn how to destress
Ha, wonder what's next, give my everything into this game and nothing less
IQ high, meaning that I question to the heavens
And wonder why I'm broke and, why I'm broke and stressed
Seem like everything in life's a paradox, I guess
Hope and pray that your experience is different, God bless
God bless
God bless 'em, I hope they know
Life like this is the outcome
It's what I get for trying to learn to live without some
Prayer and meditation and relationship with heavens up above
No, the game is not enough, we lost in translation