Lost, Pt. 1 Video (MV)

Lost, with a mountain view, of course
I've been lost inside my temple, her body is my resort
I was plotting to make a fortune
I thought it was so important
Forgot to make something special
I watched life and I absorbed it
I was caught up in the sound of angels' voices
They shouted when I ignored them
My balance kept dropping more
So I just thought I could get some separation
But angels led me to satan
And satan led to self-hatred
With those thoughts and the pill bottles, of course
I've been lost inside my hell and her body just kept me warm
I was plotting to make disorder
I thought life wasn't important
Forgot I had something special
My family would hold the door and then I'd fall

You could say that I don't really know you well
But I know you were thinking that
And I would say that I don't even know myself
I just know what I think of you