Sometimes I think
That I should walk away
Leave my thoughts behind
Forget about today
It's so cold at night
That even sleeps evades me
And when the morning comes
I question my reality
Sometimes I feel like
Everyone is watching
Seeing me struggle
I can hear them laughing
No one said that
I would testify
These moments of weakness
I cannot deny
And I don't know
If I can wait any longer
And I don't know
If I can pray anymore
My greatest efforts
Have all been in vain
I'm seeking sanctity
To ease my pain
Time seems to be
My greatest enemy
The harder I try
The more it taunts me
I never thought that
I would have to pretend
That I'm not trying
To bring this to an end