André Messier IV - Anti-Ligature Lyrics

Let's go
EMTs lay the belts on me
I'm all mixed up and can barely see
Poison me with all your tools
Making this deathly frame feel like the fool
Opening doors to the winter chill
There is paperwork on the window sill
This place is where I now live
This world just takes, it'll never give
My life, how will I sleep with it tonight?
Detoxin', my skin, a pale white
I'm rail thin, I'm a ghost
It's my life, those white capsules I took at night
God, how can I make this right?
When I'm already half dead, have I lost the fight?
Oh, have I lost?
I watched months go by through a glass pane
N.A. meetings and an IV'ed vein
The snowlight withered away my smile
Anti-ligature doorknobs so you stay awhile
My life, how will I sleep with it tonight?
Detoxin', my skin, a pale white
I'm rail thin, I'm a ghost
It's my life, those white capsules I took at night
God, how can I make this right?
When I'm already half dead, have I lost the fight?
I saw an addict in the mirror
And I see he looks just like me
He's rail thin, he's a ghost