AnDel - DELULU Lyrics

I spend my days and nights rotting in Van Nuys
While you go jetset round the world with other guys
If I'm not writing my music then I'm working
But I can barely afford all my insurance
I take my clothes off
Standing naked at the mirror
Trying to manifest the things I need to bring you here
Killer body
Property and finance
I'll bet I make God laugh
I'm delulu
Head up in the clouds
My whole reality's been tryna bring me down down down
Tell myself you'll know that I'm worth it
Soon as I buy you a mansion in the Hamptons
I'm delulu
Got a paper crown
I need a real one to bring you back around round round
Affirmations feel so f*cking useless
When my life seems so f*cking fruitless
Stop
I must not be doing enough
Even though my eyes are bloodshot
Each night alone with my thoughts
Shit
I've gotta do better
Unless I wanna be stuck in Hell forever
Back to the mirror I go
Affirming by candle glow
Staring deep into my soul
Hoping my new life will show
Visualize you getting all up on me
And of course
Fat ass piles of money
I'm delulu
Head up in the clouds
My whole reality's been tryna bring me down down down
Tell myself you'll know that I'm worth it
Soon as I buy you a mansion in the Hamptons
I'm delulu
Got a paper crown
I need a real one to bring you back around round round
Affirmations feel so f*cking useless
When my life seems so f*cking fruitless
Deep breath in
Deep breath out
I attract money
I attract fame
I attract body
I attract game
I might just go insane if I keep doing all this
If manifesting don't start working I'mma lose my shit
I'm delulu
Head up in the clouds
My whole reality's been tryna bring me down down down
Tell myself you'll know that I'm worth it
Soon as I buy you a mansion in the Hamptons
I'm delulu
Got a paper crown
I need a real one to bring you back around round round
Affirmations feel so f*cking useless
When my life seems so f*cking fruitless