Balance Video (MV)

If i had a star, i would use it to shoot up to the sky
But i get that getting to those heights would take time
Just making sure i don't ever fall outta line
Role models telling me to always be nice and kind
But the pressure and the anxiety in me says otherwise
God knows if i'll ever come through with this in my mind
Take the rollie, take it to the moon so it could shine
That's the dream, by any means takes whatever to find
I don't wanna have to pray on anyone's downfall
Even if you certainly couldn't tell me that i can have it all
Even if you just be my friend so you can just have someone to call
But as long as you ain't plotting against me
I'll always be here even if i do end up on a fall
Always be humble and kind, heard that it'll take you far
But in the state of this world that we're in right now
I question if that's ever true or false

I mean if we were all positive then would we really be happy?
If we had nothing to work towards, would we ever feel as snappy?
And motivated, to do anything that we ever wanted
This paradise we all want, is there even a point in being vaunted
At that point, where everyone achieves all the same goals
The same shows, and take all of the same flows
We'd live in this boring world

But the same thing could be said about being negative
I mean depression, or being anxious, no one wanting to ever practice
Any self healing or aiming their minds up to the ceiling
Too much darkness could hold the heart within
So many breakouts on my skin, and nothing in my life to ever win
Because our mentality would be weak, we'll always try to sin
And never find ourselves in the peace within
Trust me i never want anyone's mind to ever be this thin

That's why we needa have the balance
You can always show off your talent
You can always come through and just work on yourself
No one will judge you if you ever need some help
But if some do, then use that as motivation
There's always gon be someone waiting for the appreciation
That they have you in their lives to balance it out and make it right
So don't ever give up on yourself and the fight
And always aim up to the sky
Yeah

I need some time to heal
Tryna understand how you feel
At the same time
I promise its not as hard to find
If you just hold my hand
There's always going to be another chance
At finding that peace
So won't you just come with me
This life isn't really as it seems
A lot more stranger in my dreams
Have addictions but now i wanna stay clean
I get that feeling that you might be my only hope
But i don't wanna put the burden on you just for show
I just needa know, if you'll ever be down or if you will eventually leave
But don't do that to me
Because i'm tryin
I'm tryin to live a good life
Tryin to... do things right