The climb gets harder
As I always lose my place
Losing grace at a moments notice
Thinking I control it
Saying I have no real home
Is not subtle in the least
This devil on my shoulder
Is always poking
At the beast
At least
I know
What I have sewn is
What still holds me accountable
I drown in my sorrows
In my bed
Forever spiralling
Feeling dead
Amidst the covers
That cover my head
There's not a soul around
To keep these thoughts
From suffocating me
Dont talk
The walls are closing
This bitter side
I cannot fake
I seem to embrace the dark
On my own
I can't escape these thoughts
All alone
I wander
Let the hate come over me
Loveless
A fate that's guaranteed
The life that I choose to lead
Is exhausting me
And pulling me
Into an early grave
Why do you feel
So superior
When my thoughts make me
Feel inferior
I'll do
What you won't dare to
Get up
One up
Don't Drop
Battle on your toes
Don't you fail
A battle for your soul
Here I go
Don't talk
The walls are closing
This bitter side
I cannot fake
I seem to embrace the dark
On my own
I can't escape these thoughts
All alone
Can I be a ghost
If I'm emotional
This darkness
Is now my home
I seem to embrace the dark
On my own
I can't escape these thoughts
All alone
I don't want to
Drain myself away
A gimmick
That I refuse to play
I will not participate
You are the reason
I can't sleep at night
I don't want this nightmare
I made for myself
And now I'm losing control