An Awkward Social - Better Lyrics

Wrestling with my eyes
Driving on my own tonight
Feeling lost at home
Tired of all the tip toeing around my thoughts
Happiness relies
Heavily on distractions
Everywhere I go
They follow me

I don't have forever
Who owns that kind of time?
You said I would get better
But I'm losing my mind
I don't want to be like this
I was taught be kind
I don't have the patience
I'm alone and I'm fine

I'm not interested
Thanks but I'm just passing by
I'll be on the road
I need to get away before they know
I got out again
Risking it all just to get a taste
Of what it feels like to
In between

I don't have forever
Who owns that kind of time?
You said I would get better
But I'm losing my mind
I don't want to be like this
I was taught be kind
I don't have the patience
I'm alone and I'm fine

Bring it on baby, I'm not crazy
You asked me how I feel
A bit better lately, wherever life takes me
I know it's not ideal
There's no innovation, without provocation
If it's easy it ain't real
The inhalation of my medication
Keeps those thoughts nice and congealed

I don't have forever
Who owns that kind of time?
You said I would get better
But I'm losing my mind
I don't want to be like this
I was taught be kind
I don't have the patience
I'm alone and I'm fine

Bring it on baby, I'm not crazy
You asked me how I feel
A bit better lately, wherever life takes me
I know it's not ideal
There's no innovation, without provocation
If it's easy it ain't real
The inhalation of my medication
Keeps those thoughts nice and congealed