Amy Schoonover - remembered. Lyrics

I wanna be busy, I want to be full
But you didn't tell me that, that ain't the goal
I wanna dig deep inside of your head
Tell you it hurt me the reason you fled
Changing the future, changing the past
Wouldn't do anything, it wouldn't last
How are you not in physical pain
I know why you left, but what did you gain

I wish I was a fly on the wall
I got nothing to hold, but baby I'd like to
Call past 1AM you'll see that
I'm just trying to stick to my own beat
Swing, swung
That' the way my legs go, going
Step, drum
Drumming to my own beat from the
HEART
I just hope I'll be remembered by yours

Was this really all for nothing
When you told me we had something
Feeling the guilt come creep inside me
Waves come crashing, always will be
Stuck in a loop with nowhere to go
Did we have anything? Was it for show?
I wish I could read the thoughts in your brain
What you kept quiet just drives me insane

That's why I
Wish I was a fly on the wall
I got nothing to hold, but baby I'd like to
Call past 1 am you'll see that
I'm just trying to stick to my own beat
Swing, swung
That' the way my legs go, going
Step, drum
Drumming to my own beat from the
HEART
I just hope I'll be remembered by yours