I lay awake because I'm not the same
Yesterday is gone I'm not to blame
Thought are too much no one knows what it's like
Something is stealing my life
A constant battle dwells deep inside
I defeat this and regain my pride
How many days will go by
Before you make me think I'm weak
Life is shitty and yeah it's tough
But f*ck I think I've had enough
Try to stay positive but it's so hard
My mind is racing on overdrive
Body is trying to survive
Trapped in my head
Stuck in a bed
Same old room just another cell
Every night is a living hell
I lie awake staring at the wall
Today is the day I'm gonna win
No more wheelchair down the hall
Nothing is going to slow me down
I will beat you this f*cking round
Defeat is not an option now
No f*cking way I'm going in the ground
No f*cking way I'm going in the ground
I lay awake because I'm not the same
Yesterday is gone I'm not to blame
Thought are too much no one knows what it's like
Something is stealing my life
A constant battle dwells deep inside
I defeat this and regain my pride
I defeat this and regain my pride
Trapped in my head
Stuck in a bed
Same old room just another cell
Every night is a living hell
I lie awake staring at the wall
Today is the day I'm gonna win
No more wheelchair down the hall
Nothing is going to slow me down
I will beat you this f*cking round
Defeat is not an option now
No f*cking way I'm going in the ground
No f*cking way I'm going in the ground