AmonDeus - I Don't Know Lyrics

Some days I wish I wouldn't wake up anymore
Some days the pain just fills me up
Some nights I can't sleep, because my mind just won't stop
Some nights I wish I could just die
This depression's killing me
At the end that's all I'll be
Another sad soul, just trying to get by
So hard for me to keep pushing on
All I wanna do is quit, just put an end to it
Why do I carry on, and Why do I try
I don't know what's wrong with me
Some days I can't take it anymore
All I do is sleep until the next day
Some days I think it'll never end
So I hold my breath until I fade away
Some nights I wish that I could rest
But the thoughts inside my head won't let me sleep
Some nights I wish I could smile
But the demons on my back make me weep
This depression's killing me
At the end that's all I'll be
Another sad soul, just trying to get by
So hard for me to keep pushing on
All I wanna do is quit, just put an end to it
Why do I carry on, and why do I try
I don't know what's wrong with me
Some days I think about the noose
Should I tie it tight or cut loose
Some days I think about the gun
Press it to my head and contemplate
Some nights I close my eyes and dream
Of a world without me in pain
Some nights I hold my head and cry
Pray to God that I would just die
This depression's killing me
At the end that's all I'll be
Another sad soul, just trying not to quit
So hard for me to keep pushing on
All I wanna do is quit, just put an end to it
Why do I carry on, and why do I try
I don't know
Would it be so wrong, would it be so bad
For me to be gone, for me to be dead
Would it be easier, or would life become hard
Would you miss me, if I was gone
This depression's killing me
At the end that's all I'll be
Just trying to survive